Horny Shell // THANK YOU COME AGAIN!
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Longing (standard)
Loneliness (refilled)
Commitment (conditional)
Connection (additional)
Emotion (add-on)
Expectations (included)
Rules (arbitrary)
….
where does the receipt end?
where is the cutoff for one to pay the bill?
no one wants to be the one left with the tab
it always goes one way or another
bills are split and we share the damage
or
one bites the bullet for the other
all good things must come to an end
why?
do we lose a sense of our bond?
do we forget ourselves?
is the puppy love over?
why am i paying the tab?
did i order to much?
too little?
not the right things?
didn’t complain and fix your order when i needed to?
never asked to try some of mine?
talked too much?
talked little?
oh i know.
i made the reservation
i paid ahead of time
not just this time
i don’t know another way
fast food?
why?
takeout?
no way.
sensations are strong
not like the port we drank
the grainy taste of lamb
can’t escape it
where it moves the other chases
two in the same?
no
same coin?
no
of the same pair?
no but yes
where emotions lead the danger soon begins
cause and effect
tortoise and the hare
at the end of the tab it’s always disappointment
the final look of regret
reading the long order history
was it worth it?
doesn’t matter
the total doesn’t change
what’s charged is charged
realization is the only cope
why’d you spend so much?
it was fun in the moment
is it fun in this moment?
not anymore
that’s the hare
slowly and steadily it catches up
there when you least expect it
there when you convinced yourself the whole time it was worth it
so foolish
so so clumsy
silly
childish…..
puppy to wolf
hare till the end
gratuity allows experience
did you learn?
yes
what?
im making my own meals now